Bday??

Bday coming soon.. nothing special i wish to do.. Just hope that the persons i love and love me all the best in all the time..

Finally 21st.. wait for 21years. Many thing i hope to do at previous and now is the chance for me to do it..
Planning going casino. No other reason, again.. curios bout all the thing.. Would like to see why people will addicted on it..
Really curios and maybe i am also a gamble queen..

Bday party?? Nope.. doesn't have it all.. Just ask friends go out to have a dinner.. that's all..
Bday present?? Em.. hope that darling will give me surprise that day.. haha..

21st years old.. what i had learn from this 21years?
Yeah.. i learn alot.. i learn how to care my family, care the one i love and love someone as how he love me..
I learn what so called a friend.. I can clearly defined for myself that the friend that i though is my good friend actually is nothing.
Even i sad, cry, hurt coz of them.. but at the end.. its still nothing.. its still not worth..
I though thing will be solve after the day we sit down and chat.. but in fact it just a normal chat..it doesn't mean anything..
I ever feel sad cause of i found out that i got no friend coming to celebrate my bday..
and now i knew that, without them i can be more happy on the day..

My sis told me that.. not all the friends can be forever, some just a time period friend. And i should happy for it cause its a great present for me
to see clearly who is the true friend to me.. Yeah.. it mean alot to me..

Its ok for me now..
Maybe it will be a great bday for me.. just with a whole gang of guy plus my love darling...
SHouldn't cos of some stupid thing cry again..
should always remember that some thing really not worth for me to care..
AND shouldn't finding excuse to avoid something..its mean nothing if u r force to do it..

Its ok for not coming for it..
It doesn't mean anything to me...