Haiz..

Sometime feel that i am a failure.. I can't even do a thing well, can't even stand on the balance point of a thing.. I though that i could done it, but at the end still bring me a lot of trouble..

When i satisfied this side, i cant care of another side..
It make me step in a trouble position. It make me feel like a fool to play around of them..

How can i stand on a balance point in my life?
I was wondering..

Shit stupid pig

I am a stupid idiot pig.. Don't even done a thing well.. shit!
Oh yeah, shouldn't call me stupid idiot pig.. but a shit stupid pig cos i like to "shit" so much..
Haiz.. I am sorry if i cant help u do the thing well..

Haiz, new sem again... new challenge, new target and new life soon.
Should learn what i never think to learn before, should get interest what i never interest before, and should find a job to make myself more rich than before.

Haiz..
i am useless..
i always realize that.. i should change my style and let myself not that childish anymore..
I hope i can...