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What should I do to satisfy u?
I can't even catch what are u think about..
I though that i understand u the most but in fact it is not..
I try my best to make myself change cause of u but still i am disqualify.
Do u mind to tell me what wrong between us?

I stress from work, stress from friends and now stress from love.
I give u full of my life, in the end i lost my way.
My life was controlled by you.. and i have to follow what you want to do..

lalalalalalalala......

Maybe its my own problem..
As i said i had lost the ability to communicate well with others..
I no longer the little girl that will always take initiative to others..

I cry in bed when there is no one around me.. even in toilet, in the living room or sitting in front the computer.. But the problem still haven't been solve.. I do not know what should i do.. I cant even find a place for myself to express all the emotion and stress.. I just can keep the thing in my mind, i might get crazy soon..

Tired

I am tired.. since the day my father was in hospital..
I wake up early in the morning and go to look for my parents in hospital, I rush back from branch to go to hospital too. I don't even have time to rest myself. I really tired.

I though some one will understand my situation. I though he will be the one who always support and stand by my side. But in fact, he is the one who blame me dun care him during this period.
I am tired, I need some one dote on me, care me and support me always..

I feel stress, I feel tired and going to frustated soon..

Who.. who is the one that can always stand by my side, put himself in my shoes, and care me the most.. I need you.. I really need you.

I hate with the life full of fighting....