Thursday, October 15, 2009

Sad!!

Damn sad day for me..
Its sad.. Its hurt..
but no choice.... still have to bear with it...

I swear.. no more planing.. no more dating...
In my heart... just maintain the friend status...
Its good to me.. good to him...


Saturday, October 10, 2009

STOP

Memory stop!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Some words for some one..

"Hey girl, i can feel what u feel now as i also have the strong feeling that they gonna live in their own world soon..
Hmm... this is life, easy come easy go.. things wont always stay at the same position. Ppl will not always in the same situation. Just like u.. u come to my world, u left my world, u come again..

Maybe sometime, some people will always stay in our heart. As we took them as important person in our life, sure we will care more, as we care more, sure we will jealous, as we jealous sure we will unhappy.. but why? What for? I also do not have this answer as i always make myself step in this kind of situation..

Hey, they leave, some others will come.. so dun worry bout it..
just take it easy... enjoy our life..

Friday night.. hanging out together?? "

Sunday, October 4, 2009

my heart~

I seems like alot of thing wanna drop down at at here but do not know how to start the story.

I cry in front of my sister. I told her that i am tired and i am useless.
I do not know what to do and what i suppose to do now.
She ask me to cry out what ever want to release, don't keep it in heart.
I cry.. cry till my eyes also bengkak..Cry till my heart also pain. Cry for what? i don't know..

I ask.. do u still remember what u had promise me yday morning?
He said ya.. he does.
Then? But still the answer still let me disappointed.
u rather stay at home play majong with friends.. what am i to u? is it just a person who pass by?
although i didn't request any commitment from u, but still i will mind and care that am i important to u?
What i expect to get from? Nothing.. as my heart was disappoint many times.
Just appreciated whatever i have now, this is the least i can do..
I can feel my heart was tired..
My darling, can you feel it??

姐姐问,怎么你总是追着别人跑..
是吗?我有吗?