Club club club

Yday night, went to sunway having my steamboat dinner with K.. Its a "ma la huo guo" which is opposite the yuen steamboat. Hmm.. the taste is still ok but not spicy at all.. Haiz.. when can i find the most spicy steamboat in Malaysia leh?? Or maybe i need to make it my own??

Yday, when going out, my housemate was also preparing to go out since they also just past the final.. Without guess, they are definately go clubbing with their friends. Suddenly quite envy with them..

When reach sunway, just beside our table, another gang of young were also preparing go clubbing after have their steamboat dinner.. Ou ou.. i am damn wish that i also can do this with my gang of friends.. My "gang" of friend(s)?? Swt.. just remind me that, in fact there is no gang of friends for me.. Even got, also not a gang for me to hang out with.. Time past, thing change, no longer will have the situation and period like what we previous did.. Yeah, i wish i can go out with them.. singk, clubbing.. but everytime there is no seat for me to join them..

My Uni life is going to end soon.. the enjoyable uni life was just happened at the begining of the Uni life.. Its not that i am not enjoy for me life now.. what i mean is the time can hang out with gang of friend was just happened at the begining but end at the middle..

Yeah.. i wish it could happen again. But i had been protected... I had been stop for the reason that club is not a place for me to go.. but actually i wish for quite a long time.. start from the day of my 21st bday, i had wish that i could go club with friends. He promise he will bring me but he never do that.. everyone seems like concern me much but actually they do not know what i wish to have..

Its quite funny that a girl wish to go clubbing like crazy.. haha
but maybe this is just a way for me to release.. when some one keep stop u from going to some where, yeah.. the "where" will be always the place u wish to go...

I am going to end my Uni life soon.. when can i have the last chance to hang out with "friends"?? or maybe it will never happen again..

Life is unfair.. someone could decide their way themselve but someone could not..

Cage

Hmm.. just found out that in fact i am still in a cage.. a cage that build up by myself to protect myself.. and now i had lost the ability, lost the confident.. i had nothing in the end..

Sem break.. time for me to take a break..

Finally.. we all finished our year 3 sem 2 final exam.. Its really the time for us to celebrate..
And finally, i am going to run from this cage soon, just 3 more months and i can't wait for it.

Its really a hard time in this final.. 3 years, the first time i insomnia during the exam period. Its never happen in my life before. Tension, pressure?? i don't think so since in the morning of the exam i still can sit in front the computer and watching the drama.. Damn relax.. I left Mr K behind study alone but i am in front enjoying my drama.. hehe. So now, what the problem with me? what cause me insomnia during this "honeymoon"??

Or maybe not the problem of tension or pressure, cause after the final, even i am damn damn tired and sleepy, i still cant fall asleep as well.. Again, i left Mr K sleeping behind and i am here enjoy my blogging.. wuhaha..

So how my result will be?? Hmm... too much uncertainty.. so it is unpredictable.. heihei..

Going back hometown soon lo.. can see my papa mama and didi lo.. but need to say bye bye to my little black, quite sad and feel unwilling.. i am too used with the life always be with him..

Yeah.. sem break now.. i m relax now.. but still i hope i will not insomnia again tonight.. may god bless me.. haha