Unilife??

What a early morning for me again.. what's the time now?? Hmm.. 8.35am..

4 years in KL.. i keep learning to live as KL life but still...Haiz..
Everyday sleep early and wake up early.. Hmm.. Uni life??? SWT!!

Just finish view her blog.. again, full with sadness..
Just like what the previous she did, she still can't let off all the thing that was happened. Even though she looks happy in front all of us, but still a lot of thing is still hang in her mind. Just hope that she can let go everything.

I don't know how is their life now.. I don't even know how good the relationship they are now.. Sometime when i try to talk with them, but it was a quick time for me to found out that actually we don't have the same topic anymore. I was always like an outsider but their listener. Its ok for me now cause i had let go the thing.. I had found out that no matter how many effort i put on the friendship, no matter how good they treat me, there will still a gap between us.. Everything is just like nothing... and time will not turn to previous no matter how hard you work to pull it back.
Maybe just throw all the thing behind and look forward, you will know that it was just a 1/4 of your life, there is still 3/4 of life waiting for us to treasure.

Hope you will happy.

21st bday...

Thanks for yj, fishy, ting, ys and oscar celebrating my bday..
thanks for coming for the dinner and thanks for the present that u all give me..
Really thanks.

Thanks my darling for always by my side whatever and whenever the things happen.
Thanks my darling for the present.
and thanks for him that dote me so much although i am still a naughty girl..

Its not a crow bday celebration but still i am happy with it...
There is not much pic that we have chance to capture but still i will appreciate what we have did.

21st bday...
Not a happy day for my darling, i am sorry for him...
Haiz...

21st bday...
Hai.. 21st years old xiao thian...

My 21st present..

I am super duper happy when received my 1st 21st present from my darl.. hehe.. Although it is quite early a bit but then i really like it so much.. thx u darling.. i promise i won't throw the phone when i lost temper.. i will throw something else.. haha... I m hurry to show off my present to every one cause i like it so so much.. Its really a big surprise for me cause i never think of will receive this kind of present.. hehe.. really happy.. thank u darling..

Bday??

Bday coming soon.. nothing special i wish to do.. Just hope that the persons i love and love me all the best in all the time..

Finally 21st.. wait for 21years. Many thing i hope to do at previous and now is the chance for me to do it..
Planning going casino. No other reason, again.. curios bout all the thing.. Would like to see why people will addicted on it..
Really curios and maybe i am also a gamble queen..

Bday party?? Nope.. doesn't have it all.. Just ask friends go out to have a dinner.. that's all..
Bday present?? Em.. hope that darling will give me surprise that day.. haha..

21st years old.. what i had learn from this 21years?
Yeah.. i learn alot.. i learn how to care my family, care the one i love and love someone as how he love me..
I learn what so called a friend.. I can clearly defined for myself that the friend that i though is my good friend actually is nothing.
Even i sad, cry, hurt coz of them.. but at the end.. its still nothing.. its still not worth..
I though thing will be solve after the day we sit down and chat.. but in fact it just a normal chat..it doesn't mean anything..
I ever feel sad cause of i found out that i got no friend coming to celebrate my bday..
and now i knew that, without them i can be more happy on the day..

My sis told me that.. not all the friends can be forever, some just a time period friend. And i should happy for it cause its a great present for me
to see clearly who is the true friend to me.. Yeah.. it mean alot to me..

Its ok for me now..
Maybe it will be a great bday for me.. just with a whole gang of guy plus my love darling...
SHouldn't cos of some stupid thing cry again..
should always remember that some thing really not worth for me to care..
AND shouldn't finding excuse to avoid something..its mean nothing if u r force to do it..

Its ok for not coming for it..
It doesn't mean anything to me...