super happy, super excited and super like it!!

Super like the present that my darling buy for me secretly.. Its 2 T-shirt from him..Em.. nice and comfortable to wear like.. Super happy, super excited when get the present.. Hehe.. In conclusion.. i am super super love my darling chee.. keke..

Tears..

Oh gosh! Finished my FMR test finally.. Actually really finish study all the calculation and the theory before the exam.. Just like the EMH that we study in the FMR.. when there is a new information, you can only beat the market if the information are over the expectation. You will get abnormal return. But worst thing is it was opposite in the examination..when open the paper, oh shit!! all is over our expectation.. you though this time can earn an abnormal return?! NOT!! you are die cause of the result are over our expectation!! SHIT!!.. again and again..Haiz... Really a hard paper for me.. Don't know how about others la.. but for me really a difficult paper.. Some more the low coursework ma.. make almost faint...Haiz and haiz.. when my good luck will come back to me??

Good friend?

Feel myself is a stupid idiot.. Treat well to those people who actually treat me bad... This will never ever happened again.. In fact, sometime people need to be selfish to those people who act selfish to u.. In the realistic.. there is no "good friend" in the competition.. Some so call "good friend" is actually hurt u the most and treat u the worst..

I am a nun..bleh

ah woooo.... Finally, another exam is come to me soon.. sitting at home and be a nun for 10days.. the mood to study is lesser and lesser day by day.. the feel to go to trip is stronger and stronger every single moment.. Haiz.. Hope that can finish the final quickly.. Hope can see my dad and mum quickly.. almost 1 month didnt back home lo, miss them so much.. everyday just can hear them through the phone..really hope that can stay at home for more time during this sem break but cause of the thesis, i need to back here early.. Haiz again..
Wonder, why life is full with the sigh? How can we stop sighing? Haiz.. "no answe" for it.

Perhentian Trip..

Yahoo... finally the perhentian trip plan was come true.. Hehe.. Really excited to go there but need to spend so much.. Cause of this trip ever quarrel with him for few time.. Haiz.. so sien cause everytime cause of the little matter than can quarrel till like hill..SWT!Hope this trip will be nice and memorable..

sleepy worm by my side..

Will you dislike a people who you don't even ever meet him/her before but just hear from someone about their thing? Em..i will.. Maybe cause of my low EQ and make me can't stand of other perspective to view the matter.. that's why i am emotional. haha.. I always hear from one side and judge the thing without stand on other perspective.. And once i judged on the thing.. i will seldom willing to find out the actual result but just base on my so call six sense. Em.. this is not a good attitude but worst is hard to change it..
Feel so sleepy this few day. The sleep worm is always by my side, make me lazy to study and memorise.. haiz...

Love?

Just wake up.. has been awake by the "bing bing bang bang' sound.. don't know what's going on on outside.. the weather is hot, the room the hot and my mood is gone.. Hope to serve by an air-con or air cooler if there is a possible. haha...
In the love relationship, the logical situation will always be someone come when another one go and if it will continue until there is a best matching between them. But wonder why some people still like to involve in the love relationship with the illogical way. When there is someone, there is still got another one before someone is go.. I do not know how a person can separate their love into two. Maybe they like the feel playing around the love relationship, or just maybe they are lonely and wish to find someone to accompany. Wonder, what kind of feel they will have if their another one do the same thing to them. Maybe they are still enjoying with the feel play with love and maybe this is how they born to be, can never change.. They hurt others but still acting and hope to get sympathy from others. This kind of people i viewed them as irritation.
What is love? It is difficult to define.. I ever hurt, ever cry and ever sad cause of love.. But i also ever smile, ever get my happiness cause of love.

Shit...o shit! i love shit..

I am damn damn damn sleepy. When start studying CBM, my eyes almost close when look at all those words. Even my eyes didn't close, study till half way my mind also fly away. Can't even focus and concentrate on my study. I hope can shout loudly "Oh shit, what am i going to do?" But the worst thing is my shit can't answer my question since it just a shit!. haha...
Perhentian, Fraser hill.. Arr... even dream also dream both of u.. when can the exam past? Hope it can past soon so i can go out gai gai with darling.. Too boring with just stay at home and look at those lecture notes. Hope this study moment..Feel sleepy again.. I hope can concentrate.. How to do?
Wonder why he always curi tengok when i am writting my blog. Maybe he also a 8 gong.. haha..

He is proud of us..

Today just received my brother call and he told me that he had save a person life in this afternoon at school. Suddenly feel that he was growth up and feel proud of him cause of his well done job. Kelvin Lim.. You are the proud of us. Haha..
I just finish my CBM revision and prepare to go to bed. This is another subject that let me study till almost lost my temper. WMC.. what is that, how to calculate? Find all the tutorial answer but none even 1 of it are completed answer. Lecture note just got only and only 1 example with a damn small word but still make me can't understand how to do it. Oh shiT! Still think that it will be more easy for me cause of more calculation but in fact a small calculation already make me dizzy and lost all the energy. Haiz..
Darling was planning to go to perhentian with his friends just now. Feel excited to hear that and i am now start planning the schedule of me during this holidays even though the final still haven't past yet. Hehe..
Time to sleep lo.. Good nite.

Moody

I am sorry. My words hurt you much..but your action make me disappointed. I will never ever said about anything anymore..Still, sorry to you.

Oh gosh!!

Oh gosh!! what's going on with me? Damn bad luck for this few days..
His car got bang, my car got crash(by myself..hehe,paise), both of us step on shit and now my fan spoil!!! What's going on??!! This fan just brough from carrefour 2 months ago but then that day when i was sitting infront the comp, suddenly "phiew".. The motor of the fan ROSAK de.. oh my godness.. "yao mou gam hak zai o??" haiz.. So hot for this few day, how am i going to survive with only 1 fan in my room? The damn stupid idiot $^*@^*#& CARREFOUR, still ask us go to the fan shop ourself to get the warrenty. SHIT!! Its at KLANG!!! so far how to go? If like that i rather to buy another brand new fan more worth than send it to the shop ourself. Haiz.. when my luck will back to me again?

Shopping Queen

I "fall in love" with online shopping.. No need go out but still can enjoy the window shopping at home.. Great feel! Sit infront computer and start searching the cloth, shoes, bag, and also the air cooler. Em.. I used to be a person damn hate to shopping at shopping mall. It's damn tired for me to walk around the whole big mall but can't even buy a thing that i need and i like.. He ever said me that i don't even like a girl cos i don't like to shop at mall. wuhaha.. But sorry to tell you that, do not like shopping doesn't mean that can cut in waste. I still spent more but just on the food.. I will willing to pay if i like the food so much.. "KFC, Mc Dong2, Pizza, Shushi K"..all my favourite although some said they are "rubbish" food. Another good news for me, after the KFC open in sg long, dominos pizza will be the next which will open soon within this few week. Wao. i will become a fat po soon if Mc Dong2 and also shushi king have there branch in sg long.. but damn excited that if the dream come true! haha..


Now.. i turn back to be as a girl who like shopping by net. Good for me because i am a lazy bug.. wuhaha.. All the cloth are pretty and also cheap and i just need to pay by ebanking then i can sit at home and wait the thing come to me.. sounds good right??

Love vs Like.. agree??

当你站在你爱的人面前,你的心跳会加速 但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,你只感到开心
当你与你爱的人四目交投,你会害羞 但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,你只会微笑
当你与你爱的人对话,你觉得难以启齿 但当你和你喜欢的人对话,你可以畅所欲言
当你爱的人哭,你会陪他一起哭 但当你喜欢的人哭,你会技巧的安慰他
当你不想再爱一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水 但当你不想再喜欢一个人,你只要掩住双耳!
喜欢，是一种心情 **爱，是一种感情
喜欢，是一种直觉 **爱，是一种感觉
喜欢，可以停止 **爱，没有休止 爱一个人，特别坦然
喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起 **爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起
喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执 **爱一个人，不停的为他付出
喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己 **爱一个人，希望可以随时找到他
喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑 **爱一个人，总是为他而哭
喜欢，是执着 **爱，是值得
喜欢就是喜欢，很简单 **爱就是爱，很复杂
喜欢你，却不一定爱你 **爱你，就一定很喜欢你

其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥. 但，想要迈这一步 就看你 是喜欢迈这一步 还是爱迈这一步
This is something i copy from somewhere... em.. its meaningful..suit for u all to read about it.

Cabal cabal cabal..

wonder why the cabal game so attractive.. same like the dota.. Got so excited to play with it ma?? Why still got people cos of it don't want to sleep.. pay cash to play it.. some more cos of it become a botter.. swt.. Cabal here, cabal there.. everyday cabal.. everyone cabal.. everything become CABAL!!

Final 1st test!!

Just finished the shit CG...Haiz..
When open the test paper, oh my god.. all different from the tips. How am i going to survive if continue like this.. Damn no mood although know that the result still won't be too worst but still so "bu shuang" with the output!! CG!! i will never trust on the tutor anymore! shit!! Cause of you i almost eat all the lecture note! Cause of you i can't sleep well the day before the test!! Now again cause of you, my "bu shuang" feel make me can't sleep!!! After this, another tuff job for me is study the business ethic!.. walau eh.. how to study it?? No topic for me to forcus.. Hope to die now but after finished my "kok fa cha" 1st.. haha...

Raining day

Raining again..
I just finish to "eat" all the notes for tomorrow test..Em.. wonder will it use for me to score in this subject?? Never know! Feel so down.. This semester i got no confident to score my gpa above 3.0 cos of the low coursework mark.. feel regret cause didn't done it well...Hope that i can score in this sem..

Still raining there..
He is sleeping behind there cause of headache..Just finish viewed her blog..full with sadness..i wonder is it when a person is on the sad position will need to write out something to release their sadness??I used to be the same.. but now, i can't even write out a long and meaningful post just like used..She is giving up a relationship when he is still in love..He is now giving up the relationship when she found out that she still love him..its complicated... But what is done is done.. it can never turn back to previous life.. start to appreciate everyone beside u and this will be the best thing to do before u regret.. Wonder why..why girls are always sensitive and "small gas"?Not trying to deny but i also the same...I mind on everything that they do to me since they ever be the important role in my life..I will never forgot the good and bad they did for me..He told.. "seems like u all still so good like before"I said..."something just can see through the outlook but u will never know how the inner will be"There is still a thorn between us.. will never gone... just still haven't been brought into the open..once it does.. everything change again... Who lead this happened to us..the behavior of selfish...feel lucky that in my life.. there is still a friend for me.. a real and true friend..Do not need to meet always but can chit chat for everything.. This is what i appreciated so much all this while...

Friends is always a big trouble to me..Some friend i used to took it as most important part in my life but in the end actually it just nothing...And now.. i no longer to being so fool as last time and i found my happiness lastly..

脑震荡了

好久好久都没有写下自己的心情了..
觉得自己变了好多, 也不知道是好是坏...

偶然间和朋友谈起身边的人和事, 发觉每个人都在改变着...
但也许不是改变..是我们从没发觉他们的另一面...

人是自私的动物.. 自己有的东西总不希望和别人一起分享
说到底那只是一种恐惧...
害怕别超越的恐惧..

但有些人呢..只希望坐享其成...
别人付出了那么多才得到的,他们却像不劳而获... 真的是!@#$%^


现在是考试时期..我觉还有心情在这里游荡...不知是不是脑震荡了..头脑坏了. 哈哈

那天在课室里我看见了她的样子..没人愿意理她..
我不觉得同情..反而觉得她活该..
觉得她很可悲.. 总是希望可以从别人身上得到些些的便宜,可是到头来却什么也没有...
很失望.. 但也很开心他得到应有的惩罚..
说我坏也好,没良心也好.. 这就是我想要的结局..